life

.....hi? Yeah so I'm new to this, I didn't even know what a blog was until about a week ago, so I thought I'd give it a go. The only thing wrong with that idea is that I don't think that people will want to read about my life. If you don't get bored and actually read my blogs then you will probably hear me talking, a lot, about Harry Potter because I absolutely love it! 

Hmmm,so yeah, a little bit cheesy but everyone needs an obsession...dont they?  don't think that I am a sad 10 year old girl with no life, I do have a life, and I'm 14.

There's no point in pretending that iv had a really hard upbrining , 'cause I haven't. Yeah my parents don't have that much money, but they have enough.

 I really enjoyed primary school, don't ask me why, I just did. Probably because no one made fun of me (yeah I'm fat). At primary everything seemed easy, no hassel, no tests, and no thinking about the future. During my time at primary one of the best things that have ever happened to me, happened. My niece was born. I had never been involved in little kids before....cause I'm the baby. Having Lydia was and is still amazing, I love her to pieces. 

During primary my grandpa, and one of my dogs died. I had  never know anyone who has passed away and I found this very hard. I still miss my grandpa today but its a lot easier. My dog Trixie, well she was amazing! I was 9 when she died and she was 16....I had grown up with her.

Then I met Harry Potter.....I had always thought that it was just some people flying around saying abrekadabra, but then we were made to read the first one in primary six. Let's just say, that was it I had found something I loved.

At primary I always wanted to be an author. The thought of people reading my imagination and being inspired always sounded cool....but then I was introduced to high school, the place where dreams were crushed, friendships recked, and the popularity table started. I had NEVER been shy at primary, but I defanatly was, and still am at high. The annoying thing here is that teachers think that they can shake it out of you, but they can't. 

I quite enjoyed first year, though of course no one liked us. It was scary 'cause I had never noticed that I was small...I started to really enjoy English and music. Liking English didn't surprise me, but music did. I loved the keyboard and so that Christmas I got a piano. I started to have lessons and I love them. 

But then my best friend became really I'll...seeing a friend suffer is just horrible, and I hate it.(sinse I wrote this first she is a lot better now which is sooooo amazing!!!)

My grandads illness also started to get worse. He had Alzheimer's, which is an illness on the brain which affects people memory. He could remember things from the past but nothing recent. From then on he just got worse.

Now I'm in 3rd year and to be honest I hate it. Everyone falls out, we have to think about what we want to do when we leave school, but mostly because my grandad died. He was 89 and had been in hospital for months, seeing someone in that much pain is just horrible. This is really long now so I will end it on a happy note...I am doing my grade 1 piano, and its 68 days till Christmas :-) :-)

PS this is a little bit put in later :-) :-) my new niece ayla Joanne was born 6 days ago!! She is beautiful!! 

Bye